april 2011
guess im finally used to sec3
2E and 3G is quite a big diff
its much noisier, and much harder to handle
but i guess i hav my old friend to thank for helping
but, with an old friend back
i've messed up my relationship with another
i noe im being vry nosy to actually tell him those things
but, i don want him to feel disappointed when this ends
i noe i shouldnt make it seem so ... bad...
but, i don see her going to suddenly accept you anytime soon
sorry, but hate me if you want to, i've said my piece, its on you whether you want to listen
wrote this with my tears @ 12:15 AM
lols. one thing i forget to mention.
OMG SATURDAY 2APRIL2011 WAS AWESOME
i wish it never ended
well i wish the *** never came even more XD
well though i was having such a good time
with all those people
or jus *******
damn happy :)
working towards being closer now
keep my mouth shut
omg wats wrong with me
wrote this with my tears @ 6:23 AM
im back.
not really happy.
but. not sad either.
actually im really feeling anything.
cus nothing much is happening in my life.
funny things? laugh den its over.
what's the point?
lols, enough emo-ing
i feel so sad for this very sweet guy from this very stupid show
prosecutor princess if im not wrong
its a korean drama
ok name the people first
the female character is A. the sweet guy is B. and the one tat A likes is C.
B likes A like obviously. but A likes C.
but B does all those sweet sweet things for A
though he knows he doesnt stand a chance
(and B is so much more shuai den C!)
all those things he's doing
is trying to let A be with C
i mean, put yourself in his shoes
how much pain he mus be going through
but he still puts on a smile in front of her
and does all those things for her
and yet she doesnt know a thing
how sad :(
would any1 do such things for me?
mayb one day?
im dreaming too much again yeah....
but even if thr is, i guess i'd be my usual idiotic self
acting like i know everything
but actually without his help i cant achieve anything
yet i don noe tat he knows everything and is helping me
how cool would it be if i was tat main character?
......wats wrong with me......
hear nothing. see nothing. feel nothing. do nothing. cause nothing.
wrote this with my tears @ 6:08 AM
