alot of times. theres many problems in our lifes.
its jus tat we pretend we don noe its thr.
cus tats the easy way out.
and hell yeah, im doing tat.
you ask me to stop pretending.
sorry, but pretending to be wat?
i pretend to be lots of things
its jus tat you don noe
so don think you noe me well
cus you noe nothing bout me actually.
this applies to every1.
as in literally every1
cus no matter how much you talk to someone
there's always some part deep down
tat you yourself might not even actually
-how say- noe about.

had a small little chat with gillian babe
and i started crying.
lols, like seriously.
i really miss gillian so much.
in front of her i can be me.
th stupid dumb girl who pretends to noe more den she actually does
no need to pretend to be anything.
no matter wat i do, she'll understand
and even if she doesnt she'll still back me up
tats one thing i'll never hav any doubt about.

and now, although im like not talking to my primary school friends
like jus random chats those kind of stuff
i still trust them, i still love them
and i noe i always will :)

i miss the old days
when i cared bout no one but myself
when i didnt hav to think so much
when 1 wrong word wouldnt make the world crash down...
when i don care bout how i look
when im jus plain idiotic absolutely annoying bitch jennifer.
but hell, those days are gone.
now everything changed.

im glad i hav a friend like xinying
she's somewat like gillian.
jus tat she's like from outerspace.
an alien who doesnt like to gossip.
but still listens to me talk bullshit.
who doesnt listen to kpop, or even english songs
but still lets me blast mine

these people. will forever be in my list of best friends <3 hugs and kisses!

gillian.kenneth.jessie.xinying.denise.geraldine.jiajia.
no doubt at all.
sorry if im missing any1, gtg now
bye~