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my dumbness sucked the good things away like a black hole, and only left the bad memories behind
theres a hole in my heart
im dying
i want to commit suicide
i want to die and leave everything behind
i want to go to heaven
where i'll be forgiven
i knew this would happen
tats why i didnt want to tell
but i was scared
so fucking scared
things got back to the way it was before
but it feels different
i lost something
something important
im reaching out
trying to get it back
but im jus grabbing the air
their too fucking far away
to hear me say anything
hell
i don want to care anymore
:(
wrote this with my tears @ 10:43 PM