to *******
thanks
you were the only one who actually noticed
and cared enough to ask why
when im notinagoodcondition
im always emo not only cus of him kay
thrs other things...
so please don presume tat its him
when you see me sad
either way, im over him
to ****
sorry
i noe your -letsay- problems
are bigger than mine
harder than mine
more fucked up than mine
but i jus cant handle things like you can
i cant fake up a smile as well as you can
i cant keep a facade as well as you can
i admit all this
and im really very sorry
cus im acting like my problems are bigger
harder and more fucked up
jus cus i cant handle them
im really trying my best here
im trying to fucking let go
im trying to smile
so pls, jus for this while
until im done trying and it actually works
jus let me be
to *******
im really happy for you
seriously
you don hav to put me before him
i'll pop up imediately and replace him
if anything ever happens
pinky swear ok
i'll always be here for you
like you're always here for me
im really thinking the bad way
but still, back up plans for you
ME :) jus tat im no lesbo
to ****
i seriously give up trying
you fucking piss me off
when you say tat you cant do it
cus i noe it wont kill you
i noe why you act this way la
but den, do you really hav to do this?
cant you see how much more weirder things became
sometimes a girl jus wanna keep to herself
you cant expect her to tell you everything
things of the heart
needs to be straightened out by the person her/himself
help may be of use
but not now
people change
jus cus you liked her and not anymore now
you don hav to treat her like tat
and ohya
im not pretending to like her
im pretending to be dumb and acting as if i dunno
to ****
you are annoying
but still sweet
so thanks
i really hav no idea wat else to say other than tat
its like you can choose timing 1 loh
everytime im crying or something
den you'll come over and talk with me
lols. thanks.
to ********
i noe you noe
cus ,well, **** said you knew
so ya
thanks for pretending
but don worry
im over you
even if im not
i'd act like i am
hope tat i didnt cause you any, problem
or make you feel burdened
wrote this with my tears @ 11:22 PM
