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i always knew
i jus didnt want to admit it
after all...
there was hope
even if it wasnt real
it made me smile for tat short time
jus tat after tat
it hurts more
funny thing is tat
i told you to admit the truth
which i knew you know
and yet i myself
dont want to admit tat
its never gona happen
why do i hav to be the 1 to spell it out in your face?
why mus i be the 1 hurting you, by telling you the truth?
you hav no idea how much tat pains me
you hav no freaking damn idea
im crying not only for you
but also because of you
for myself
wrote this with my tears @ 8:20 PM