its weird the way i still cry bout this tings...
when i had years of practise to hold the tears back
1 full year of laughter with all my precious friends
i tot i'll nvr cry again bcus of this kind of stuff
but i was wrong
got seperated from my loved ones
had 2 find new
tot tat they could be like gillian
understand, tolerate n forgive
n will always be there for me
i tot it was ok to do wat i did
but i was wrong
caused my parents a bomb
caused my new found frenship 2 break
im further n further away from them now
why? do i blame them? or do i blame me?
following tat he whom i liked
left me with nothing but tears to fight
the gals i noe y, but how cum the guys?

i've put on a mask, to hid who im
but hu would noe y
or the real gal im
act like im ok, but 4 wat idk
for my face tat i woked so hard to keep
or jus to make them tink they didn't succeed?
wat is it u want?
me 2 crumble down? or jus 4 me 2 get lost
i've worked so hard jus to make it work,
but jus 1 mistake n u guys left me?
now i noe who my real frens r
their the 1s who isnt like u

times hav changed along wiv me
now i noe
if u don want me thr, then i'll jus go
wats the use of me staying
when u guys cant even see me
found the people tat i need
to fill up the hole u punched in me
im happy now, without u guys