april 2011
guess im finally used to sec3
2E and 3G is quite a big diff
its much noisier, and much harder to handle
but i guess i hav my old friend to thank for helping
but, with an old friend back
i've messed up my relationship with another
i noe im being vry nosy to actually tell him those things
but, i don want him to feel disappointed when this ends
i noe i shouldnt make it seem so ... bad...
but, i don see her going to suddenly accept you anytime soon
sorry, but hate me if you want to, i've said my piece, its on you whether you want to listen
wrote this with my tears @ 12:15 AM
lols. one thing i forget to mention.
OMG SATURDAY 2APRIL2011 WAS AWESOME
i wish it never ended
well i wish the *** never came even more XD
well though i was having such a good time
with all those people
or jus *******
damn happy :)
working towards being closer now
keep my mouth shut
omg wats wrong with me
wrote this with my tears @ 6:23 AM
im back.
not really happy.
but. not sad either.
actually im really feeling anything.
cus nothing much is happening in my life.
funny things? laugh den its over.
what's the point?
lols, enough emo-ing
i feel so sad for this very sweet guy from this very stupid show
prosecutor princess if im not wrong
its a korean drama
ok name the people first
the female character is A. the sweet guy is B. and the one tat A likes is C.
B likes A like obviously. but A likes C.
but B does all those sweet sweet things for A
though he knows he doesnt stand a chance
(and B is so much more shuai den C!)
all those things he's doing
is trying to let A be with C
i mean, put yourself in his shoes
how much pain he mus be going through
but he still puts on a smile in front of her
and does all those things for her
and yet she doesnt know a thing
how sad :(
would any1 do such things for me?
mayb one day?
im dreaming too much again yeah....
but even if thr is, i guess i'd be my usual idiotic self
acting like i know everything
but actually without his help i cant achieve anything
yet i don noe tat he knows everything and is helping me
how cool would it be if i was tat main character?
......wats wrong with me......
hear nothing. see nothing. feel nothing. do nothing. cause nothing.
wrote this with my tears @ 6:08 AM
chinese new year!
but im not really feeling very happy
pain like siao now :(
urgh this sucks life sucks everything sucks
apparently my computer hates me now
ok it always has but URGH!!!
in 14 days my antivirus thingy gona expire
thrs freaking lots of problems in my computer
its always damn lag
and well it jus hates me.
im alone at home now
mum went back to malaysia
and the rest went to chinatown
too pain le la.... don want go...
the school is retarded
they had a fire drill in the middle of the celebration
the PA system screwed up when dance was preforming
and liyang and kelly sort of failed in mc-ing
i gotta look for some new songs
starting to think JJ's songs are nice
lols. mayb i'll go listen if i cant find any other kpop...
currently. i feel nothing.
wrote this with my tears @ 6:17 AM
Girl, I still regret a lot
I wanna I wanna turn back times
Baby girl, I erase your trace
I erase your name, but I still can't forget you
You tried to hold on, but I pushed you off (why)
Only after I let you go, I regretted it
Like this, I miss you (miss you, miss you)
Ey, stop, our last moment together is driving me to the edge of the cliff
After time flows and flows and the pain has become memories
If you can just return with the heart that loved me
I'm sorry girl I'm sorry girl
I'm sorry girl I'm sorry girl
I'm sorry girl I'm sorry girl
Stuck in the silent room
All day long, I go crazy at thoughts of you
No matter how much I call out to you, you're not here
Only I, crumbling without you, remain here
Why couldn't I hold on to you then (why)
Only after I let you go, I regretted it
Like this, miss you (I miss you, I need you, I'm sorry, no way)
Come to me again
After time flows and flows and the pain has become memories
If you can just return with the heart that loved me
I'm sorry girl I'm sorry girl
I'm sorry girl I'm sorry girl
I'm sorry girl I'm sorry girl
Come back to me, smiling like nothing is wrong
Stay by my side, I can't forget you even if I die
Wait there, at that spot at that place
I won't let you go, I can't live even one day without you
I empty the glass filled with the regret and sadness of sending you away
Intoxicated, I sincerely want to again
I do nothing, ever since I lost you, my world has stopped
And in its center, you are there, ma babe
I'm sorry girl I'm sorry girl
I'm sorry girl I'm sorry girl
I'm sorry girl I'm sorry girl
Romanized lyrics of I'm Sorry by B2ST <3 TTM!!!!!
wrote this with my tears @ 11:16 PM
